Well, in this world, there are so much people in need.. If I am a billionaire.. I seriously contribute my money for the sake of charity.. for the good of mankind..

But, too bad, I m not rich.... Therefore, I seriously need your support to help me, to help my friend, to vote.. your vote will help to save these people's life..

Right now, we can't go that far.. can't help those all over the world. But, please help me vote for my friend, in this Digi Youth thing... that money will be used to help the Myanmar kids in need..


Myanmar @ Burma, had been controlled by the Military Junta.. and Human Rights violation is really happening there.. they need your help..

For more information on the human rights thing, please visit: http://www.partnersworld.org/download/4Qtr07us.pdf

This is what I need you to help me do and I really appreciate your help:



please kindly vote for Digi Youth - under student without borders on humanity.. let's help the needies.. thanks ^.~ just one click, u .........can save lives.. Cheers ^.~ and help to spread the link too.. THANKS A LOT !! YOUR VOTE I MEAN !!! I WILL APPRECIATE IT A LOT... HEHE

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Labels: Friends, Personal Opinion, Random

Now, this questions comes up after we were discussing on this topic too during the dinner.. seriously, even Mark Zuckerberg drop out of university.. and he is making millions ....


Surprisingly, despite that there are so many successful people who do not complete their higher education, but, as for me, I want to complete them.. at least it's a jackpot for me, if I return and come back with Phd, or Prof.. haha..

But, I notice that, well, in Unimas, you see there are a lot of lecturers with Prof and Dr... but, are they rich?? seems like normal only leh..

ok.. so do education really determine your wealth? I doubt it.. I met people who is rich, but then, do not complete his higher education.. and he can spend around RM 150 k a night.. ok.. of course it is converted to RM... when can I meet my super rich guy??

or even better, when can I be that rich? If I am rich, can I be as smart too? I wanna have the title Dr minimum, but, I wanna be rich too.. so much to study if wanna take PHD - permanent head damage ... haha.. but, I want to be smart and rich ... so have to have Dr + $$$ = will this be too much to dream of??? hahha

ok exam on the 11th.. FRENCH LANGUAGE... hopefully I'll do it well... cheers..

Labels: Personal Opinion, Random

I am so excited for the movie marathon.. Excited of getting RM 200 cosmetic vouchers !!!

And very curious on what movies that they are showing.. The weather was good this morning.... :) better than yesterday... too bad, I need to keep my energy for the 24 hours straight movie marathon...

i was walking yesterday morning, it was hujan "gerimis" ... but, nothing to worry since I have my jacket with me... I know that i wont be around during the evening, that is why, force myself to walk, despite that it was raining outside..

Maybe, because of the tiring and stressful days, that I had been having these few days, I feel a bit sick yesterday night.. But, I am all GOOD now.. hahah..

Wish me all the best in this movie marathon competition... TAKE CARE !!! CHEERS ^.~

I m going to register for the Digi Movie Marathon soon at The Spring.. hehe.. now, waiting for Kim Seng @ Fitri, to get ready... but it's already 4.52 pm .. and Tina just text me saying that, there are over 45 people queuing up already... i guess everyone is just so excited for this movie marathon.

I wonder why is his toilets always occupied.. Fitri @ Kim Seng will always wait for his turn.. He'll be saying "I am still waiting for my turn to use the toilet" .. Freaks me out sometimes, since, I, as a girl, do not have such problems...


I was so excited to go earlier, but, this sudden downpour .. raining so heavily, makes me so demotivated to go out.. Feel like staying at home, and watch movie.. But, I m so well-prepared to go... I am all dressed-up... Just that, I feel lazy to make up.. planning to just go with the simple bare look...

I hate it when it's raining here in Uni .. the rain is so heavy... wind is so strong ... umbrellas been spoiled so many times, until I got fed up buying umbrella.. SIGH ...

I really hate heavy rain near the evening... they should rain at night .... well, if there is no students walking to classes, I rather it rain during the afternoon... since, it's so hot.. BUT, praying for this will only trouble the others, whose class is during this hours.. so, yeah, should just rain at night after my walk...

Raining during the evening - I will have to sacrifice my walk, which means, no calories burning activity (unless, I am married, and I can do sexercise... haha.. joking). When No calories burning, you will gain weight .... and the chain goes on.. SIGH !!!


I wish I am STORM.. one of the protagonist in X-men.. Since I was young, STORM has been my favorite character cause she can control the weather.. I think during the next Halloween, I should dress up like STORM...

I think, I should not waste my time .. better gives a little bit color to my face... - blusher, eye shadow, mascara, eyeliner, etc..

Labels: Boring Everyday Life, Random

Well, while waiting for the water to boil, for my morning cup of coffee, why not I just blog about something.. hmmmph...

the sun outside is so bright now.. time passes really fast.. sigh... but, it's good actually, since I am so eager and CANT wait to graduate.... :)

It is already Wednesday.. the middle of the week.

If in German, Wednesday is called Mittwoch, which mean, Middle-week... and yet, I feel so NOT motivated to sit for final exams.. not even ready for finals.... since I had been wasting my time... SIGH !!!!

It is suppose to be study week (which means only for you to revise), but, I am still not done with my work yet.. Handwritten notes, and extra credits for my OB Case study 3... Sigh...

Started a bit of reading on Monday, on some of my subjects.. and was helping Fitri’s out for his management assignment..

well, in Curtin, study week will be called Revision week.. haha.. Revision week is the right term since everyone is doing their revision for finals ..

Well, guess I should start with my work soon... what a bright morning today... I should have walk, but, nah.... assignments.. and extra workloads to be settled.. Just going to walk this evening around west campus.

If a girl rejected you because you are not rich, you still have no right to call her a "gold digger"... Why? Cause everyone needs MONEY to SURVIVE. You should blame yourself, for not being rich enough to maintain her.


In today’s global competitive world, it is hard to find true love. Everything needs money.

I remember when I was younger, how I used to fantasize of being with my prince charming “who rides on a white horse” and I’ll be riding the horse with him. Yes, the fantasy from the fairy tales.
But, as I grew up, things change. There is no such thing as prince charming who is very good looking, and yada yada yada..

Well, I can’t deny that in today’s world, EVERYTHING needs MONEY. For you to shower, you need money. Even to get yourself an Identity, you have to pay RM 10 to get your IC done... HAHA.. :)

Last time, you may be able to depend on “LOVE”. BUT, NOW, MONEY is your most loyal friend.

MONEY, is always there when you need them.
MONEY will not runaway if you just leave them and safe-keep it.
MONEY will not have any affair with other people.
MONEY dont give you attitude.

YOU know what is the BEST THING?

MONEY gives you happiness. AND THAT IS WHY, MOST GIRLS TODAY RUN AFTER only LOADED AND RICH GUYS.

And those RICH GUYS are mostly “quite old”. BUT, who CARES... they ARE RICH... they HAVE MONEY !!!!

Ten years back, you will only see ASIANS that date OLD RICH GUYS. But now, if you travel as far as I do, even in Germany, the western, they date RICH guys too. Why? Because money is everything to them. Money makes you happy !!!

Even for me, I realize that I am not that very pretty girl here (NOT in MALAYSIA or ASIA) – It’s just not my market here, BUT, I know my market is somewhere else. Despite all this, I still can be very choosy in picking the guy that I want to be with.

First and most importantly, they guy has to be rich, and I can travel to a lot of places with his money. Secondly, he must be nice to me. Thirdly, he must be educated. Fourthly, he must be presentable looking... and the list goes on.

Yes, I did put the kindness of the guy to be second on my list... As for me, and as for many other guys, it does not matter whether the guy is loyal or kind to you, just as long as they give you money, ENOUGH MONEY to spend, then, everything will be fine. GUY will still be A GUY, they have that naughtiness and always wanting young girls. You can’t control them or stopped them from meeting girls, cause no matter what you do, its their nature, and they still going to do it, WITH or WITHOUT your CONSENT.

If they give you money, use that money to groom yourself up, and make yourself looks pretty. At least, you have your pride back – you may get other guys.. who are better than your current guy. So GIRLS, LOVE YOURSELF more than YOU LOVE YOUR GUY..

MONEY ... MONEY... MONEY ... “Even if you are old, you drive good cars, you have lots of money, you give me money, I’ll date you”.... that is what most girls will say, and I am one of them. “NO MONEY, NO TALK”...

Landing on LOADED and RICH guys (despite of their age), have become a trend done by many women. Even in TV series – i.e. Gossip Girl, The Hills, etc ... Those girls are after high-income dudes that can guarantees their lives and give them money. It’s the girls fantasy to hook up with rich guys – ask most of them, and they will answer “YES, to fall in love with a RICH guy, is way easier that falling in love with the SMART guy, or the POOR guy”.

A guy has to be loaded – money to buy cars; money to bring the girls out; money to book “hotels” ... (ok, be open minded... this is happening even here in Malaysia).

NOW, last time girls will after those ambitious moneymakers who are SMART.. BUT, today, MBA holders or even PHD holders, are not as rich as these young guys ... HEHEH.. so no point, dating those people who hold such a high post in education – MBA or PHD ... GO AFTER RICH GUY(S)..

Something I adapt from the internet – there are so much RICH young CELEBS right now... other than that, yes, I also admire Mark Zuckerberg, 23, founder of Facebook who already earns $1.5 billion. But, to date these kind of young and rich people, it is almost IMPOSSIBLE for me.. Even though, I applied “The Secret – Law of Attractions” everyday, I doubt I’ll get them.

Now, reasons why I date RICH guy(s):

(1) He gives you money – travelling, shopping, gambling, eating, living expenses, JUST ASK FOR IT and of course with a LITTLE SOFT TOUCH and PERSUASSION, YOU’LL GET IT !!!

(2) Travelling with them, or even if you want to go further, or even to bring you out for lunch, they will bring you to good high-class places and hotels – with proper and high quality service waiters/waitress, refilling your wine glass whenever it is finishing.. WOW.. It is really nice... and YOU ARE EATING GOOD FOOD..

(3) RICH guy, they are really polite on the table, and that is why, it’s nice going out with them.. they will SMILE at you most of the time, and of course, you will SMILE back to them.. It’s really SWEET.

(4) Now, this is the cool part, THEIR RIDES !!! AWESOME !!! For someone who loves to sit in a good cars, it is important for guys to actually drive a car that can impress me.. HAHAH... A girl like me, who wears high heels most of the time, CANT sit on a BIKE !!! haha..

Dating a RICH guy, you need to actually tolerate a lot.. Well, they are extremely nice people - Polite and LOVING, but, HEY, you are not the ONLY ONE who is after them, there are so much more.. SO YOU HAVE TO COMPETE FAIRLY WITH OPEN HEART. Be understanding. Seduce them, but NEVER show to them that you actually need them.

If you want to SHOW someone that you REALLY NEED A GUY, find a GUY friend, it is OK, to show them that you need them.. BUT never to these RICH people.. BUT, you DONT be too UNAVAILABLE too, because, they will get sick chasing after you, and they’ll find someone else.. DUH, they have the money.. SO BE FLEXIBLE ....

P.S:
If you are still looking for TRUE LOVE, all the best !!! It is compatibility that actually guarantees your happiness. BE UNDERSTANDING and STRIVE for the best for yourself.. GO FIND A RICH GUY if NECESSARY.. DON’ T waste your time for guys..

Cause, when GIRLS get older, THEY ROT... hard to find a “womanizer”...

BUT, for guys, EVEN if they are OLD, if they have money, FLOWERS will still come to them.. hahah

THINK ABOUT IT !!!

Labels: Personal Opinion, Random

I do not understand why.....

Now, I just love to delay my works and do things last minute.

As compared to last time, I finished my work way earlier than the deadline.

Sigh… I'm getting sick with my life… Can't wait to graduate, and get over with assignments.

Hopefully, I will get good marks for my assignments and EXAMS.. All the best I wish myself. Sigh !!!

I had finally returned from my long journey, from GERMANY, back to my lovely country of MALAYSIA..

This is a response to my previous post of Goodbye Casino Bad Homburg dated Thursday 25th June, 2009.

Well, I finally got the names for the dealers that I previously described, which so unfortunate, I do not know their names (some of them).

I do not expect that I will return to Germany sooner than what I had planned. What I planned is that I will be visiting Germany again in summer, but then, I end up visiting Germany in winter... therefore, I was enjoying my first White Christmas - with snow... HAHAHAHAH...

Well it is nice actually to have a white christmas, but it is cold.. I pity the Australians, who have to celebrate Christmas during summer.. Furthermore, in Perth, there is no snows... HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, I am really happy for being here in Germany, even though, my presence in Germany is due to unexpected circumstances, and a very last minute plan. SUPER DUPER LAST MINUTE !!! Thanks to my Dad, who keep changing his mind, and never have things fix... He pissed me off sometimes, disappoint me badly.. but, what can I say, you have to respect the elders.

Anyway, back to the dealer's name ... HEHEHEHEH :)

The dealer who keep asking my phone number, who is a LIBRA guy, can speak Spanish fluently and also among my best Roulette dealer - His name is Mr BERNARD !!! If I spell his name correctly. Well, I gave him my number and went to visit him already in the Casino.. so I had fulfilled my promise..

The dealer who have that Richard Gere look with a sweet wink, caught my attention and always touches my heart with his charming smile, who is an ARIES guy and also among my best Roulette dealer - Mr LOTHAR. He is so CHARMING, NICE TEETH he has.. I WANT THAT TEETH TOO !!! I will NOT STOP smiling if I have his teeth.. He hehehe.

The guy with 2 white dogs, unfortunately he is not working there anymore.. TOO BAD !!! He gave his email to my mom, my mom asked me to email him, but, due to my hectic and packed schedule, I LOST HIS EMAIL ... sigh..

The tall Assistant Supervisor (I hope I don't get his position wrong). His name is TONY !!!! Hahah...

And I made friends with new dealers too... FROM YORK, to NIKKO to MICHAEL...

That's all from me, Photos I will upload later... If I have time.. HEHEHEHE

Labels: Friends, Random

Enjoy the photos ....
Date: 5th June, 2009 (Friday)
Venue: Casino Bad Homburg
Description: It was my first day !!! I like it !!! SO MUCH !!!






Date: 10th June, 2009 (Wednesday)
Venue: Casino Bad Homburg
Description: I hate my shoes. I was in pain. It was not a really good day. My mom does not win. SHE LOST !!! Anyway, I saw 2 very beautiful girls - model looking girls. So gorgeous. They came with a very weird guy. Anyway, I think these 2 girls might be that "Weird guy"s girls. That weird guy is extremely weird. He was looking at me and my mom when we went to the toilet. Then, the one of the girl pull down her clothe so that the "Weird Guy" can see her bra strap. Anyway, I think that "Weird Guy" is a rich guy. He have bodyguards with him.




Date: 12th June, 2009 (Friday)
Venue: Casino Bad Homburg
Description:
It was an EXTREMELY WONDERFUL Friday... I love the dealers working on that day.... They were all very friendly and fun to talk to. From the guy that has 2 dogs and the guy with mustache ..... And his other friends... I was having so much fun. Me and my mom had won more than 1500 Euro !!! My job was as the assistant to assist my mom. We tried to cover up the money where my mom had lost on the previous Wednesday (around 600 Euros).

I've got to know the Kosova guy, which I called the CRAZY WEIRD GUY on last Wednesday. According to my mom , this guy had been watching us. I do not notice his existence till my mom told me... It is not because that I am not aware but due to me being so busy entertaining and talking to the dealers. I went for a drink as I've worked my brain too much. When I came back, my mom had changed to another table. Her table where she was betting earlier had closed, thus, she had no choice but to change to another table.
When I came back from drinking, I saw my mom was doing fine. Thus, I was just watching her from the other side. My leg was tired standing, then, I went to sit on the couch near the windows. Suddenly, a guy turned his head to the left, looking at my direction. He was the Kosova guy !!! I gave him a mild smile, as I have no interest on him.. NOT YET !!! Not long after that, he came and sit at the couch next to me. By the tail of my eyes, I can see he turned his face to the left, looking at me... DUH !!!! WHY DOES HE HAVE TO MAKE IT SO OBVIOUS !!! I was overwhelmed with the feeling of awkwardness ... However, I wasn't be bothered at all to look at him, instead I was busy looking on the screen, trying to catch up what numbers were coming out.

I can't stand him looking at me. Thus, I had decided to stand by my mom's side. My mom was inviting one of the dealer to come to Malaysia. However, he said he can't because he have 2 dogs to take care. I told him that I have had 3 dogs in Malaysia. A Rottwiler, A German Shepherd and a CLOROX BLEACH dog (I dont know his breed). Suddenly, out of no where, the Kosova guy appeared and he took out his iPhone, trying to show his dogs too I guess. However, me and my mom was showing no interest, thus, I guess, he have to show it to the dealer. Not long after that, the dealer with the mustache came to work. So, he was asking a few questions regarding my studies. Thus, I was telling him that I'm pursuing my study in Chemical Engineering. Then, the Kosova guy said : "Oh, insiniur (Engineer) !!!". My mom started a conversation with him, asking him where he is from, while, I was just remaining silent due I have no interest to know. I was just smiling to the dealers, showing my joy. I smile a bit to the Kosova guy as I dont want to be rude. He soon invited us for drink but unfortunately being declined by my mom. Not long after that, he went back home. Then he flicked my mom's arm and rub my arm while saying goodbye. It was only then, I have this warm feeling towards him. I was looking at him going back, staring his back. Then, I was touching my arm to see If my arm's skin is soft. Luckily, I put on lotion earlier or else my skin will be extremely dry.
The pictures below was before I went to the Casino. I went there with the same shirt, however, I tied up my hair in pony tails later on in the train station before going to the Casino.

Date: 13th June, 2009 (Saturday)
Venue: Casino Wiesbaden
Description: It was my mom's birthday eve. I was sick. However, my mom still continued playing and SHE WON A LOT !!! She started with 100 Euro and she end up winning almost 1000 Euro... HAHA !!!!

I do not quite like Wiesbaden because .... SO MUCH CHEAP GIRLS there. There is this one guy, which I believed a Middle Eastern, who seems to have nothing, however, he have good command of English. Well, he went to the Casino betting in small chips (2 Euro) and yet he sounded so show off !!! He said something like this : "The money means nothing to me !!!". However, he bet in small chips.... WTF !!! How I wish that Kosova guy was there .... Then, he can make that MIDDLE EASTERN DUDE to SHUT UUUPPPP !!!! I think around 4 to 5 girls are crazy of that Middle eastern guy... YUCK !!! Does those girls only worth that much ????

Date: 17th June, 2009 (Wednesday)
Venue: Casino Bad Homburg
Description: It was a tiring Wednesday - my first day of period fall on this day. I was so tired. Extremely tired. It was a Ladies Night, thus, we were given a free champagne each. I was tipsy even though it was just a full glass of champagne. Maybe because I was too tired. Anyway, I was served with full glass of champagne while my mom only got 1/2 to 3/4 glass. Haha.. Thanks MR BARTENDER !!!


Date: 19th June, 2009 (Friday)
Venue: Casino Bad Homburg
Description: It was a Friday. I had lost my gambling on this day due to my wrong intention of going to the casino. My intention was to look at the Kosova guy, just for eye candy. Well, he wear so nicely on that day. Black suite and his shirt was tucked in. His belt was showing.. SEXY !!!! In the beginning before he arrived, I've won some. Once I noticed his present, I've lost my concentration which I end up losing my money, which eventually spoiled my mood and I was extremely PISSED OFF !!!








Date: 2oth June, 2009 (Saturday)
Venue: Casino Bad Homburg
Description: It was a Saturday and I went with my stepfather - Rudiger. I wanted to win back the money that I've lost the day before, Friday 19th June. Unfortunately, I've lost even more.



Date: 23rd June, 2009 (Tuesday)
Venue: Casino Bad Homburg
Description: My Last Day ... Me and my mom went to Subway for lunch before going to the Casino. We were wearing casual wear because, I've packed all my stuff in my luggage bag, while my mom is accompanying me in wearing casual wear.